This is really hard for me. First off I have a love obsession with food. A rather unhealthy one. When I was in high school I weighed 145 pounds and wore a size 9. I thought that was fat. Today, I only wish I was a size 9. My weight gain started when I was pregnant with my first born Bailey. My pre-pregnancy weight was 145. My delivery weight was an astonishing 202. The people at Taco Bell knew my name for crying out loud. I was very naive and I really thought the weight would just come off. But it didnt and the depression only got worse. I never really learned how to love myself because of my weight. I always based my happiness off having a nice little figure. I know I am not the only one. So many young girls fall victim to how society thinks we should look. The only problem is that I never outgrew that fallacy. I later went on to have 3 more children which is how I got to a disgusting 208 pounds today .
It is really hard for me to diet and exercise. First off, I love food and like any addiction I have a very hard time saying no to it. Especially the bad foods. And secondly, since I am so out of shape, it is hard for me to exercise. My husband and I booked a trip to New York and after 6 years of being together, this will be the first time that I will meet his family. That is the motivation behind my weight loss journey. It is time to beat the bad habbits!
I was on facebook the other day and came across a link to this miracle diet supplement called garcenia cambogia. The supplement is extracted from a fruit that gorws in India and SE Asia. The supplement will do a few things for you. It will convert your fat into energy so that your body can get rid of it faster and it blocks new fat from forming. It also has been known to give you more energy, supress your appetite and you can have an decrease in your cholesterol by up to 30%.
Today is day 1 on this exciting journey. I am really hoping it will work. I am weighing in at 208. I will blog everyday about my journey.
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